We’re now in the last few days of the cruise. Hard to believe it’s almost over, and at the same time it feels like it’s been a lifetime! Everyone’s been busy wrapping things up, including me. I’ve been trying to finish getting my AGU abstract put together, put the final touches on the metadata I’ve been working on, and helping to get all of the other data to a good enough point that I can leave it to come back to in a month (and not feel too guilty leaving it with Bobby and Ryan in the meantime). There’s also, of course, packing, laundry, and cleaning to do in the off hours. We’re all going to have to work 16 or 18 hours the last day, because we need to wrap up the lab, pack up, and help up on deck. A little less sleep, perhaps, these last couple of days...
We’re theoretically docking in Kodiak on Sunday morning at 8 a.m. I’m scheduled to fly out of Kodiak with a bunch of other folks on an 11 a.m. flight to Anchorage. Once I get to Anchorage, I have a 12 hour layover, and after that lovely wait I get to board an 11:55 red eye flight to Denver (5+ hours). Yay. I’m definitely going to try to get my Kodiak flight changed to one later in the day – perhaps the flight the Texas guys are on at 4:50 – so I can at least have someone to hang out with in Kodiak for a while. Otherwise, I might try to get out of the Anchorage airport and see the town a little bit during my enormous wait. What’s the first thing I’m going to do when I get off the plane, you might ask? Call my mom. Then what? Go to the nearest place that sells beer. Gotta have priorities.
I thought I’d be super homesick at the end of the cruise, but it’s really not too bad, other than being jealous of the nice weather and exercise people are getting at home. I’m certainly missing everyone and it’ll be wonderful to be back, but the cruise has been keeping me busy enough to largely keep my mind off of that, thank goodness. They’ve allowed us to sign up for 15 minute satellite phone calls over the weekends, which have been really nice – I’ve been able to talk to my parents, roommate, and boyfriend voice to voice while out in the middle of nowhere. Sometimes the calls make it worse though: when I talked with my roommate Sara over the weekend, she told me about her life, which basically consisted of tanning, hiking, enjoying the beautiful weather, hanging out with our friends, drinking beer... did I forget anything else fun that I can’t do out here? I was like, great. I’m going to get home, you’re going to be tan and gorgeous, and I’m going to be pasty and fat. Ugh. Well, I’m getting a head start on my PhD thesis, and free food every day. Take THAT. (For the record, I’m still jealous.)
I AM finding myself missing weird things though, randomly. Like, singing. I’ve started humming all the time because I haven’t sung anything in weeks. Other things, too... Driving, watching TV, being warm, the sun, tanning, having the option to tan, doing my hair, wearing skirts, walking... yah. It’ll be good to be home.
All told, though, this has really been an excellent experience. I would say that I’ve really had a very good time at sea. All the people were wonderful – very friendly, understanding, helpful, and funny (good thing, too, since I’ll be working with a lot of them for years). Toward the end – as is what happens with most new people I meet, I’ve noticed – I kind of became “the person to make fun of” because apparently, it’s an easy thing to do. I’m comfortable with it because that usually means people can at least tolerate my company. And, it makes me feel like I have friends (even if all they ever do is laugh at me (or with me, as I’d like to think)). The living situation was significantly better than I was expecting, and I’ve been fairly comfortable. Definitely not hotel comfortable, but 3-weeks-on-a-boat comfortable, for sure. I was very pleased with the research – I find it all fascinating. I learned tons on this cruise, about marine geology, seismic data, and processing, and I honestly enjoyed nearly everything I did. The only complaint I have is that I sometimes feel like a complete moron, 1) because I don’t know anything and I’m well aware of it, and 2) because everyone around me is so intelligent it’s scary. But, I hear this is a common feeling to have in grad school. So hopefully I get used to it, because I’m almost certain that the feeling won’t go away anytime soon.
So, moral of the story: Going to sea is awesome, and given the opportunity, I will most definitely come back. Being seasick is miserable, and makes you want to jump ship and never look back... BUT if you’re able to get through it (and it goes away after a day or two regardless for almost everyone), the experience is really based on the people and the work. I’ve learned that I do indeed get seasick, but it’s really only when the weather turns bad, and it’s certainly manageable. Luckily, we had great weather almost the entire way through and I had the privilege of working with wonderful people. So I guess, slightly revised moral: I would definitely do THIS cruise again, and would totally go on another cruise sometime. Hopefully, as a UT student (and in my future career), I’ll have at least a couple more opportunities.
This is officially the last cruise post, but I’ll try to get up a post-cruise post, just to wrap things up nicely (because I’m like that). If you made it this far and you’re still reading my blog, thanks Mom.

